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Friday 28 September 2012

Just one of those days....

Heya prowlers! 

Yes its sad but true, but I'm posting on a Friday night. 

I got a message from x late last night and it made me so mad and just frustrated. Sometimes I feel like I'm getting played the fool! I like x ... (which is ridiculous because we hardly know each other).. and its going nowhere because he won't step up and make a decision. You can't have your cake and eat it too. This played on my mind for hours last night, it really got to me. I don't understand why x is making things so difficult. If your interested contact me, if your not, don't contact me. I know I shouldn't let it get to me, but it does. Maybe I am more of a sensitive soul than I'd like to think haha

After stewing about this most of the night, I woke up in an atrocious mood! I was snappy and short with people and not up with my usual laughter. I think i'm sick of guys not making a damn decision and I just end up confused and letting the situation linger and not cutting them off. The problem is, I think I actually am angry at myself rather than them! Sometimes I feel like I'm too nice for my own good. But I guess I can't help who am I! ARGH I'm so going around in circles lol 

If I snapped at your at work today... SORRY! haha

Meanwhile I am so devistated about Jill Meagher. This strikes a nerve especially being a single woman, as I often go places on my own and take forgranted my safety. I hope that, (if anything good can come from this), is we as a society will look out for one another more. Maybe i'm just idealistic and naive thinking this way... 

OKAY onto some news that isn't such a downer!!! 

I will be laying low this weekend, watching the footy at home. I want to power through some studying, as the following weekend I'll be off to g-town! I'm going to get my hair done again, and thinking i'll get a block colour. I trust my hairdresser though, so maybe i'll just give her free reign! haha Any suggestions you have i'll be happy to take note! haha 

Finally I just want to send all my love to mezzy and big congratulations with the exciting pregnancy announcement. As with Jkats I am happy to be adopted aunt kitty! xoxo 

Hope you all have a great weekend!!! Are you doing anything for the grandfinal!? Sorry I don't have much to give you guys lately, while I'm studying I tend to lay low! 

13 comments:

  1. Hmm x sounds like a typical male but if he doesn't want to put the effort in then you shouldn't waste your time either life is way to short to be with or around ppl that you have to force things with! You're to gorgeous for that!

    As for the Jill thing I have no words it actually makes me really upset - I know one of her work colleagues and its just so unimaginable.. It's scared the jeebers out of me!! :(

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    1. Aww thanks for the wise and sweet words! Yeah the problem is I dont want to waste time thinking about it, but I still do! Its quite the problem. I should be too distracted with my studies for this rubbish haha

      As for the Jill thing def all to close to home for all of us! Maybe the fact that we have that 'could of been me' attitude is why its struck such a chord with us all?

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  2. It is very much a typical male thing, but if he isn't willing to make the effort and chase you then I wouldn't be wasting my time. If he can't see how great you are, it's his loss!

    Completely agree about Jill. It's so heartbreaking. It's also sickening that a woman can't even walk 450m home safely, what is the world coming to?

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    1. Yeah I know! And what you say makes sense... Just annoys me that I can't just not think about it! What is wrong with me! Lol

      You know I've noticed many people making comments to me like why was she drunk and walking home by herself. But for me that's not the point, you should be able to walk home safely! I totally agree with you!

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  3. YAYYYY thanks for the shout out!

    Baby Nelson cannot wait to hang out with Aunty Kitty.

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    1. Or maybe nelsonima! Hehe can't wait ;)

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  4. I have no words of wisdom in the male department unfortunately as I don't really know much about the male species, but from a logical side - Just go on with your life and do what you would usually do, with or without! & As I agree with Holly! haha. At the end of the day, you don't want to over analyse other peoples actions (as hard as that is) because it's more pain than for what it's worth.

    On a side note - when I went out on the weekend - a guy asked for my number and I said No.. he POKED HIS TONGUE AT ME LIKE A TODDLER?! Is that the new F U these days? hahhaa. I thought it was hillare. Loser head.

    Hope you got your studying on and good luck!

    - KK



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    1. Feeling better today about the guy thing! just not thinking about it really...

      hahahhaha nooo he didn't! So pathetic yet kinda amusing! It's like when guys say 'your loss' .... The fact that you say your loss confirms the fact I've made the right decision lol

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  5. Oh boy do we need to have a chin wag about exes.... I am the EX master... I have been played more times than lenny kravtis' guitar... if thats how to spell his name even.

    Anglers is waiting for us in Summer just remember that..... keep calm and carry on my dear!!!!

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    1. lenny kravitz* Derrrrr I just looked it up.

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    2. Lol soph you dag! def have a heap of stories to xchange :)

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  6. I was devastated about Jill Meagher as well! It really struck a chord with me, I guess because we can all imagine that this could have been anyone of us girls! Like you, I hope that we can all take a lesson from this and never walk home alone again! I know I won't!!
    As for your boy troubles, I hope they sort themselves out! I agree with you, if he isn't interested he shouldn't string you along! Stand strong girly!!
    Ellie x

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    1. Thanks Ellie!! you speak such sense ! :)

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