Heya prowlers!
Yes its sad but true, but I'm posting on a Friday night.
I got a message from x late last night and it made me so mad and just frustrated. Sometimes I feel like I'm getting played the fool! I like x ... (which is ridiculous because we hardly know each other).. and its going nowhere because he won't step up and make a decision. You can't have your cake and eat it too. This played on my mind for hours last night, it really got to me. I don't understand why x is making things so difficult. If your interested contact me, if your not, don't contact me. I know I shouldn't let it get to me, but it does. Maybe I am more of a sensitive soul than I'd like to think haha
After stewing about this most of the night, I woke up in an atrocious mood! I was snappy and short with people and not up with my usual laughter. I think i'm sick of guys not making a damn decision and I just end up confused and letting the situation linger and not cutting them off. The problem is, I think I actually am angry at myself rather than them! Sometimes I feel like I'm too nice for my own good. But I guess I can't help who am I! ARGH I'm so going around in circles lol
If I snapped at your at work today... SORRY! haha
Meanwhile I am so devistated about Jill Meagher. This strikes a nerve especially being a single woman, as I often go places on my own and take forgranted my safety. I hope that, (if anything good can come from this), is we as a society will look out for one another more. Maybe i'm just idealistic and naive thinking this way...
OKAY onto some news that isn't such a downer!!!
I will be laying low this weekend, watching the footy at home. I want to power through some studying, as the following weekend I'll be off to g-town! I'm going to get my hair done again, and thinking i'll get a block colour. I trust my hairdresser though, so maybe i'll just give her free reign! haha Any suggestions you have i'll be happy to take note! haha
Finally I just want to send all my love to mezzy and big congratulations with the exciting pregnancy announcement. As with Jkats I am happy to be adopted aunt kitty! xoxo
Hope you all have a great weekend!!! Are you doing anything for the grandfinal!? Sorry I don't have much to give you guys lately, while I'm studying I tend to lay low!